Is not easy. It shines a blinding light on every dark corner of my soul and exposes my faults as an open book ready for my love to read. It’s painful. Letting go of preconceptions notions and ideals in favor of ones that are in line with that of my partner is an arduous task. It’s not for the faint of heart.
I am not okay on my own. I don’t like being stuck with myself and the thoughts creeping around in my mind. When I am with my other half, my thoughts are clearer, my mind is stronger, my strength doubled, my love burning through me like an roaring blaze.
No, love is not easy. Being alone ,when you have the world invested in someone else, seems a terrible waste.
I am sorry for the wrongs I have unleashed in the name of love. I hope to become better. I hope to earn my honor and respect back from my love. I pray that it shall happen soon.
I love you.